Well i got bad news i never felt like i would say, yes my cat has died we found him dead under our shed after i heard the news i tried to act strong but i just could not i cried and i would not even let my mom even near me without lashing out like they did something wrong. sometimes i'm like that there is times when i am good and others pretty dark (but i would not say evil :p ) and so i just sat crying i just could not take it i ran upstairs blaming myself for something that i did not even do and my anger just grew my life is never going to be the same without him he may be a cat but i will love him forever no matter what and yet i am crying just typing this i am heartbroken yet i regret how i reacted i will hope his spirit well okay well this is not animal jam related but i am doing this for my love of my own cat i have now lost i don't care how painful it is for me i will do it for him i will ask my mom to upload some images of him to my computer so i can show you he was like a brother to me i will never forget him and he was 15 (in human years) older then me too but i best not say my age soon on my Youtube i will also make a video for me by the way his name was Jake i will draw a simple drawing how him (anime like) to show the basics of what he looked like
okay so it was basic i rushed just to show you a example but i still love you Jake if you was still alive and could read i hope you would like it i am just hoping him good he was precious to me i will never forget him or my old dog Juke i will give him a little credit too i just wish him true luck.
